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Utterly invisible. It just never changes.
You break my heart over and over again. I just let it happen.
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[Wed.12.31.08|09:45] |
for me 2008 was a terrible terrible year.
2009 can't come fast enough.
sunshine is pouring through my window.
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[Sat.09.20.08|14:03] |
I love coffee. coffee. coffee.
two weeks without coffee.
coffeeee
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[Thu.03.06.08|13:06] |
I have a plan to make this a better life. this plan involves money. so money I am making.
slowly....
it will come.
it involves patience. which I severely lack.
sunshine sure does make everything better.
I survived this winter not too shabbily.
now to make it through this month.
I'm now taking applications for travel buddies.
feel free to apply.
the benefits are plentiful.
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| dolly would have said no, no, no |
[Fri.01.04.08|14:17] |
what do I know about anything?
time flies when you're having fun....so I've been told.
I've also heard that it stand stills and beats you down to a pulp when it so decides to.
time that is.
I'm taking up sewing again.
that one time I attempted to make a halter top when I was 17 was just too brilliant of a career move.
I must continue on this fateful path.
my sarcastic humor is too much right now.
I'm almost disgusted by myself.
no not almost. am disgusted,
but impressed.
the other day i was told in an angry manner that i am a fake, an evil selfish bitch.
how did I react?
I laughed. I cackled.
I think I might be evil.
gill and I have discussed it and we have decided we are robots.
we can live to the end of our days in platonic robot love. feeding each other oil/lubrication.
or I can just become rich and go take in an olympic event.
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[Sat.10.13.07|01:17] |
my heart is offically broken.
after all the battering it has taken.
this is it.
I'm done.
I have just found out that Sufjan Stevens is playing three shows in New York while I'm there....
they are all sold out.
he is the show I need to see.
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[Tue.07.17.07|00:12] |
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listening to rihanna on my headphones.
smoking.
my brain can't focus on anything.
I'm tired.
anticipating change.
ok now I'm dancing. she really gets me going.
I worked at sfu. so glad I left.
the sky is blue. white polka dots everywhere.
I aspire to be so much more than I am.
doesn't everybody?
I question my commitment to you.
I lost my beaut of a couch by a day. it wasn't meant to be mine.
i dreamed about it twice. it hurt real bad inside to lose it.
it was too big of a purchase anyhow for timid kleen.
someone needs to slap me.
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| remember sitting in your room, listening to 1979 by the smashing pumpkins, staring at your ceiling |
[Thu.07.05.07|23:31] |
in conquest..
such majorly sweet chats with Michael on my porch lately. so many entertaining conversations.
I thought I lost $60 bucks this morning and I was sad all day,
I got home to the sixty bucks on my bed.
my week is just set.
I kinda feel like that money should just go to fun now.
I had already reconciled the loss by the end of the day.
right?
yeah.
I find satisfaction from writing letters right now.
this place I'm in is good.
I'm getting my hummingbird art next week. I'm super psyched.
yeah, dad I love you.
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| it wasn't me. I swear I didn't eat it. |
[Wed.06.06.07|16:46] |
Things I need to do:
1) ride my bike
2) buy veggies
3) cook with said veggies
4) read more books(I read three this last week!)
5) drink 8 glasses of water a day
6) makeout with people
7) clean out my closet
8) purchase some shelves
9) learn a new hobby
10) cleanse my friends circle
I've been hanging out in the park across my from house every night. it's really just delightful.
I'm mildly in love with my house right now. as opposed to my disgust I felt this last winter.
I really did everything in my power to avoid being at home.
my window faces a small dog park. I like to sit, chain smoke and people watch.
now I just need to get some binoculars so I can be perfectly stalkerish.
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[Tue.03.20.07|21:20] |
I think this pretty much sums up my trip.
( karaoke )
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| i'll never smile again until I see you again, I'll never thrill again |
[Wed.12.13.06|23:00] |
I really hoping one of these days that my life will suddenly have a soundtrack.
maybe it will just pop up and then I will be constantly surrounded by music meant to perfectly emote my feelings.
a small wish of mine.
i'm moving to strathcona. into the cutest little blue house on keefer.
it has a clawfoot tub.
you know what that means.
hannukah is coming up.
you know what that means.
my favourite dinner of the entire year.
loudness, 20 people crammed around a small dinner table.
apple sauce and sour cream flying every where.
I wish shaina was here for it.
what is with th nightlife in this city?
I really need to do something about it.
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| red parka |
[Thu.11.30.06|00:28] |
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I'm home from my short vacay. but not really home.
packing furiously.
really appreciating Vancouver.
even with all this mess that is going in the couver.
I'm still so madly in love with the city and the people in it.
I cried tonight walking home from romi's.
It's just so beautiful outside.
take a minute to see it all.
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[Mon.10.16.06|23:59] |
the cat just shat on my bed. on my only set of sheets.
I knew I should have gotten around to buying a spare set.
shitty.
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| part deux |
[Thu.09.14.06|23:38] |
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the things I like about the fall
walking down a street covered in leaves.
sharing an umbrella with someone you get giddy being around.
scarves. glorious scarves. it's their time to shine.
gays sweaty dancing in the club.
watching christians out act jesus' story through dance routines in the bitter cold.
long coffee dates in dark cafes.
cocooning in my blankets.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now I just need a new home to play card games in.
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[Wed.09.06.06|14:48] |
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JURY DUTY TOMORROW!
woot. I hope it's like a pauly shore movie and so much more.
craigslist is eating my soul.
At work I refresh the site every 10 minutes.
geez.
scrabble anyone?
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